Sunday, 4 March 2012

Soul mutilation

Since the beginning of civilization there have always been people missing a few too many brain cells, and become a parasite to society. Feeding on the pain and misery of innocent human prey. This is what world thinks about serial killer, vicious beast as they recall. But no one try’s to understand why they became one. This new story of mine is based on serial killers, to change the point of view about them. Again a weird starting to begin with, but the in inhumane acts of this serial killer begins to shock the world at the end.
Sitting in a room filled with blood, the room looked like it was painted red with blood. The splashes gives an abhorrent feeling. But deep in those stains you can see the pain and misery little Billy holds in himself, which is trying to come out. Death was lurking in that room as the duff smell was inviting it to itself. Fallen pieces of limbs and fingers brutally cut aside from the bodies. The site was horribly disgusting, but little Billy sitting in between them and playing with them like it’s was a fun game. Serial killers are not born they are made by this cruel world, just like super heroes. The tattoo on the back of little Billy clears showed that world put Billy through loads of pain and left him emotionally disturbed.’ Heart and soul mutilation’ it was what tattoo says. A common emotional abuse what little Billy had gone thought out his life
This story is about Little Billy Blunt, 7 years old boys who wanted life to be different. Who use to think life was just like a fairy tale. he lived in his own environment, his own solitude for sure. But why he never interacts with other kids and even his own parents? He lived in family, not a family exactly but a place where dreams drops to the core of hell and burned with hatred. Little Billy had two other siblings as well, who were always busy in there own life. Billy’s grew up seeing his parent end up fighting, ‘CRASH’ a broken object. It was not just a broken object, it was the broken pieces of an innocent heart of little Billy. When every thing is ending up in tears, little Billy hide himself under his bed and draw thing what he loved the most. In every family when little ones get hurt, parents ran to the child and make him/her forget the pain. Things were different for little Billy, instead of consoling his pain, his parents use to scold him and make him punish for his mistake by beat him. So little Billy never told his parents if he ever got hurt, instead he hides all his tears under his bed. His bed was his imaginary world, where everything was filled with rainbows and butterflies. Poverty and addiction was the main problem which was eating the base of little Billy’s family, Its God way of hurting his loved ones.
But the day came when little Billy was very happy in his entire life, the day when things changed. Little Billy found a new friend named Fred, Fred was also like Billy. Same beating by his step dad and end up crying whole night. But both thought things have change for good, as they met each other. They shared all their pain with each other; it was like a being in some sort of fairy land. One day they decided to go out in the play ground, a place where it’s always fun and joy. They had so much fun, the fun which was soon to disappear for ever. Bullies, the most horrible things ever created by God. While little Billy and Fred were having fun, bullies arrived at the play ground. Screams, the darkest, red-colored blood came sputtering out of Fred like a waterfall, making a pool around his lifeless body. One of the bully pushed Fred of the slide, Fred ending up falling on the pitiless sharp rocks. Every one ran away from there, but little Billy stayed there. Trying his level best to bring his sole partner to life, by making him tell all the good stuff they use to do and by shed tears on his numb body. Little Billy was also covered in Fred’s blood from head to toes, its was giving an image like he was in a red blanket of misery. The body turned cold as ice, Fred had gone to a better place, a place where angels sings and a pure bright light guides your ways to Eden.
Fred, little Billy’s only friend who make him feel that the world and God was not so cruel with him at all and he can be happy too. Tears rolling down his rough checks, falling one the lifeless body of Fred, which was just miserably lying down in its own blood. God could never been so cruel too little Billy, as things started flying in his head. He never wanted to go back to that broken home, so he ran away from that place. He started running so fast that he just wanted to leave out all the pain and misery behind him. He stepped on his pain and ran away from that vicious site. With no fear of losing anything, he ran so fast that all his past memories were left behind; feeling of losing her soul was just left. He ran and just ran, without knowing where his destiny would take him. After running far away from everything, he came to an end and found himself in an old closed factory. He went in the old factory; it was so dark and dusty that he can’t even feel himself in that unwelcoming place, but little Billy tried to make it a chauffer casa for himself to live in for his entire life. To make it a place more pleasing for himself, he went outside and grabbed everything he found in the factory. He found old oily clothes to cover him from the cold winds and to wipe away all the rusty blood of his face. While he was trying to sleep in his own hand made casa, (Italian word for house), his mind started playing games with him and his mind made a new friend, a friend which was again about to change his life.
Little Billy made sold his soul to his new friend, the friend which is generally known as the Satan. The evil was poured in his soul by the Satan; all the innocence was sucked out of little Billy’s soul, only evil, pain, and hate was left. A voice in his head was eating his childhood innocence. Soon he became a little beast himself. It was not his fault but the whole world was responsible for it. With evil, little Billy felt starving after all the hardship he had been through. So he when out to find something to eat, it was like one mans trash is others man treasure, he found something to eat in a garbage can. A rotten apple, just like little Billy’s core, which was so nasty that even the maggots wont even eat it. But for little Billy wanted something to stop his growling stomach with it. On his way back to his own world he had created, he saw nice comfy houses where families were eating on one table. The sight triggered a bomb of emotions and questions in his mind. The question was so complex for 7 years old to bear. But even all that he didn’t even shed a tear. But the voices in his head made he commit the most obscene thing by him, he took a broken glass and slit his arm. Despite being hurt he liked it, he like the red warm blood. It was the first time and little Billy loved it.
Years passed and little Billy was not the same little Billy he used to be before 9 years back. Now he was 16, an age when the devil is more closed to any ordinary teenager. It was a rainy day, a day his life was about to take a new dramatic turn. A turn which changed the little Billy into a heartless bloody beast and made him as cold as a body without a soul. He came back to his resting place, the old factory, but this time everything was changed. The place where he uses to sleep was ruined, he felt the pain of thousand heartbreaks, and the place was a complete mess. A voice came tearing the silence and agony ’HEY’ it was the security guard of the factory. He ruined everything, he came toward little Billy. The security guard was a middle aged man, but he was mean as a killer bee. In his one hand there was a wooden stick and in other there was a bottle of liquor. He came to towards little Billy and without saying anything push him and started beating him. Little Billy bared few blows then voice in head started rising to its full potential. And the next thing there was blood, blood of the guard all over his face and clothes. All that times little Billy thought of the lifeless body of Fred and the beating by his parents and other kids. And all the agony and pain was at ease when he saw blood on his hands.
While the guard was hit little Billy, his liquor bottle broke, little Billy grabbed it a plunged the broken bottle in the throat of the guard, blood squirted like a shower of something which was tiring to come out, so fast and warm. At first little Billy was shocked himself but the voices in his head made him feel comfortable. Little Billy was stand over a dead body covered in warm fresh blood, he was just giving an image of a red devil stand there and enjoying the misery and pain of the dead body. His pain was gone with a first step of mutilating the life less body of guard. That day even the angels up in the skies were shocked and I rained the whole day. Little Billy slept with the rotten dead body of the guard and the blood which had been harden on his skin as it was part of it. He didn’t even felt a thing, instead he loved it. The Satan was pouring out of him, it was an inhuman act, and no one would ever wish to sleep with a corpse lying next to him and stinking like hell. It made little Billy into a blood thirsty beast. The next day Billy cut the body brutally into pieces and hung the in the next room so no body could see them. This part of the story is very gruesome to write and to read as well. It’s like writing his sins.
After few days, while Billy was finding something to eat, he found the most beautiful thing in this world. It was a girl, a girl named Emily, she came closer to Billy without any fear of stranger, asked him that what he was looking for. Billy told her that he was hungry and wanted something to eat and was finding it in the garbage. Emily brought something for Billy to eat. Billy was so pleased and first time after Fred died he was happy. Soon Emily came up with some new clothes for him. Billy looked dashing in his new clothes and was very thankful to his generosity. This part of story again takes a massive U turn toward happiness. Everyday Billy use to meet Emily at the same place and Emily use to brought food for him. Billy started loving Emily more then anything. A red rose blossomed inside Billy’s heart and the Satan was crushed underneath it. One day he planned to tell Emily what he felt for her deep inside his heart. So he stole some flowers from a flower shop and went to the same place where he uses to met her, smile on his face was the first thing which was making the day different. Again the pain rushed crossed his heart burning the red rose which was blossoming in him for very long time. Now the both the rose inside his heart and the one he was hold was dead. I want to end this story at this place because I can’t carry on writing the pain that he had felt. Everything was turn to dust when Billy saw Emily with another guy. He was her boyfriend and they both loved each other. Emily never had feeling for Billy, but Billy started making his own imaginary paradise like he use to do when he was 7. Billy threw away the flowers and went to meet Emily as he use to do everyday. Emily introduced Billy with her boyfriend and then Billy went away.
This time Billy could carry the pain so to ease the pain he took his trusty companion, a razor and carved ‘soul mutilation’ on his body the blood ease her pain. Again there were voices in his head and this time the voices were so brutal. The Satan again plotting evil in his mind and made him his slave, the plan was to kill both Emily and her boyfriend. So he went to the same place and tried to take both of them to his old factory and mutilated both of them like they mutilated his soul and everything he hold in his self. He took both of them to his place. Voices in his head were banging, a weird creature larking inside him wanting to come out. So he took a sharp dagger which was laying there in the old factory. While on other side Emily and her boyfriend was unaware and sitting there happily talking to each other. ‘SCREAM’ and then there was silence and fear in old factory. Blood spilling from the cold body of Emily’s boyfriend, as the dagger was out the other side. The rust on the dagger was no more to be seen as it was all covered with the blood. On other hand Emily was shocked and could believe his eyes. Stand there shocked and seeing her boyfriend eyes as life drifts away from his wide open eyes.
Tears begin to roll from Emily’s wide open blue eyes and a fear was also seen through them. The bloody dagger was taken out of the numb body of Emily’s boyfriend. Billy the heartless red devil came close to Emily, while Emily was shivering with fear and wanted to go away. Emily was like a bird caught in a cage and wanted to get out of it. Billy grabbed Emily by her shoulders and screamed and told her that he loved her. “Slap” and again there was silence in the room. Emily had slapped Billy and said that she hate him, it was the worst thing she did at that time. Again there was blood shed. Billy had killed his own love. And this time tears being to roll again, all he wanted were to be loved by somebody. Instead he was left being a hideous blood trusty monster. he killed what he loved. He wiped his tears with Emily’s blood; his entire face was cover with Emily’s blood. Then Billy did the most brutal and demonic task, he cut open Emily’s body and grab out his heart and started a cannibal act. He mutilated both there bodies and played with them like they were just his childhood toys. He cut of every part of there body and enjoyed pouring blood on him. He was a not a human being infect he was the Satan himself in his disguise. After he was finished with his playing, he sat there next to Emily’s bloody corpse. Voices again came in his mind, this time the voice was different.
The voice was just calling Billy, this time a voice came from his dead heart. The voice was making him go insane; he can’t bare the voices so he did the something which just finished my brutal story. He took the dagger and slit his own throat and put a silence to all the voices in his head, but there was a smile on his face. His body was lying next to the Emily’s ruined corpse. Even the angel doesn’t want to come and take his evil soul with them. That was the last time little Billy felt pain but the pain was his only exit from this unchastely world. Before God fired him he himself said that he quits. In this story there is no happy ending but for Billy its was an ending which he wanted for a long time. Where on other hand Emily had never been so nice to a freak, a stranger, a devil in disguise.
FIN

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